*WeLcOmE tO mY LiFe*

*Quotes & Poems*

*WeLcOmE tO mY wOrLd*
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*Summer*Jam*2004*
*My Family*
*Memories*
*Quotes & Poems*
*20 Things*
*Shout Outs*

Some stuff that represents me...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is a beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is life, fight for it.

[S o M e T i M e S]
its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings...
[S o M e T i M e S]
its easier to try to make it alone rathe than risk getting hurt again...
[S o M e T i M e S]
its easeir to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close...
[S o M e T i M e S]
im scared..but when i act numb towards you, it
[d O e S n T]
mean i don't care..it means i care too much

*NeVeR SaY I LoVe u
iF U ReAlLy dOn't cArE
*NeVeR TaLk AbOuT FeeLinGs
iF ThEy rEaLlY ArEnT ThErE
*NeVeR HoLd mY HaNd
If uR GoInG 2 BrEaK My hEaRt
*NeVeR SaY U R GoInG 2
If u dOn't PlAn 2 StArT
*NeVeR LoOk iNtO MY EyEZ
iF AlL U Do iS LiE
 *NeVeR SaY HeLlO
If u rEaLlY MeAn gOoDbYe
*If u rEallY MeAn 4*eVa
SaY U WiLl tRy
*NeVa sAy 4EvA
CuZ 4eVa mAkEs mE CrY

 
OuR iNsIdE j0kEz?
To MaNy To NaMe...
WhEn We ArE aPaRt,
ItZ jUz NoT tHa SaMe...
WhEn We'Re 2gEtHa,
We HaVe NuFiN bUt FuN...
aS fOr RePlAcIn' U...
iT sImPlY kAnT bE dUn!

*Boys are great, though immature
The price you pay is high,
He may seem sweet and gorgeous
But remember, he's a guy.
Don't fall in love with just a boy
That takes a lot of nerve.
You see, my friend, you need a man
To get what you deserve.
So when you think that you're in love,
Be careful if you can
Before you give your heart away
Make sure that he's a man*
  

Yet regardless of wheather you love them, hate then,wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once they come into your life, whatever they are to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls, and you say a million things without a trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of thier very hearts.
We love them for a million reasons. it is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt...
-Kinmberly Kirberger-

I love your soft kisses.
I love your soft touch.I love the way you bite your lip.
I love you soooooo much.
I love the way you look at me.
I love the way you smile.
I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while.
I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you.You think I do not realize it, But really...I do.
I love the way you cuddle.
I love the way you sleep.
I love the way you rub your neck,when you are thinking so deep.
I love all of you,Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet.
I will never stop loving you.You are so amazingly sweet.
I love that I love you.I have loved you from the very start.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart.

You Told me You Loved Me,
I Thought It was True,
But Now I'm Sitting Here Crying,
All Because Of You
You Said I Was The Perfect Girl,
So I Gave You My Heart,
And All You Did To It,
Was Tear It Apart
Two Years Of Nothing,
How Could This Be,
We Were Meant For Each Other,
But I Guess That You Could Not See....

It has to be hard to watch someone you love change before your eyes and know you can't do anything about it.  But it must be heartbreaking to remember the way they once were.
 
 
Let's face it … we've changed, we all changed.  Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone in our own directions.  Hearts were broken; friendships diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives.  We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all.  We've changed - some for the better, some for the worse.  Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go.  Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find our live … when we let go of a love … when the tears fall or the happy smile spreads across our face … we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we're not all friends forever.

*I miss the dayz when u held me* N the dayz i heard ur voice* I miss th days when u were here* us falling apart was not my choice* I miss the dayz when u kissed me* N the feelings u used to show* But most of all* I miss the guy i used to know*

You hug him good-bye like it's nothing...while all u want to do is hold on forever. But u let go, smile n walk away...then cry all the way home b/c u know it will never be the same. B/c try as u might u can't make someone love u, sometimes u have to let them be free. And letting go, is when love hurts the most of all
 
God i miss him...i wish things could go back to the way they used to be! :(
 
*I remember the first day I saw you.. I remember the first day we spoke.. I remember the night you held me close in your arms as we danced to *our song*.. I remember saying *I love you* each time we hung up the phone.. But it was the times you just looked at me.. Then I knew you would always be in my heart and nothing could ever change that..*

.::How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart..It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out till you're torn apart::.

I asked you if you thought I was pretty,
you said no.
I asked you if I was in your heart,
you said no.
I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever,
you said no.
I asked if you would cry if I walked away,
you said no.
It hurt too much to stay so I started to leave, and as I walked away, you grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
You said...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
You're not in my heart, you ARE my heart.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And if you walked away I wouldn't cry , I'd die.

* For My Best Friend*
This is for you, my best friend,

The one person I can tell my soul too

Who can relate to me like no other

Who I can laugh with to no extents,

Who I can cry too when times get tough,

Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me

Or told me I wasn’t good enough

Or let me down

I don’t think you know what that means to me

You go through a lot and you still have time for me.

And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying

And I look up to you because you are strong, caring and beautiful.

Even though you don’t think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here

To listen to you laugh and cry and help

In all the ways that I can

And I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today,

With out you, my best friend.

SOMEDAY
 
Someday you'll love me
Someday you'll care
Someday you'll treasure the moments we share
Someday you'll hear a poem or song
and realize you were so wrong
Someday you'll want me
Someday you'll care
Someday, my Love
I won't be there

 
"A street Kid's Guide"
[How to get from here to there]
It's hard to get from here to there
If you never get out of bed.
You lie a lot to fool your friends
But you fooled yourself instead
It's harder to get from here to there
If you set your goals too high;
Then nothing ever works out right;
Too soon, you no longer try
But the hardest way to get from here  to there
Is when all you ever do
Is count up the years, and miles to go.
Then you're through before you're through
So how do you get from here to there?
Well, you first must believe you can
Let no one tell you differently-
It's your life and it's in your hands.
Then turn your  dreams into your goals
And see what you need now
To satisfy the requirements:
The why, the where and how.
At first your overwhelmed, of course;
There is so much you don't know.
But keep your faith, be strong and sure,
For you do have a way to go
Take careful steps and do them right,
Take pride in each thing done.
DOn't look too far ahead of yourself,
Just that next step yet to come.
Before you know it you'll be there, friend,
Your dream will then be real
ANd you'll be standing where I am now,
Telling others how good it feels.
You'll tell them not to quit themselves,
To have faith, though it's hard to bear
So they will know it can be done-
They, too, can get from here to there.

"Stone by stone"

*this is one of my favorite poems ever*

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it’s deep inside of me
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide
You can’t reach it
You can’t reach out
You wonder what it’s all about
The wall I built that you can’t see
Results from insecurity
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse
So stone by stone
I built a wall
That’s now so thick it will not fall
Please understand that its not you,
Continue trying to break through
I want so much to show myself,
And love from you will really help
So bit by bit
Chip at my wall
Till stone by stone it starts to fall
I know the process will be slow,
It’s never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained
Upon ones heart from years of pain
Im so afraid
To let you in
I know I mite get hurt again
I try so hard to break the wall,
But seems to get nowhere at all
For stone upon each stone I’ve stacked
And left between them not a crack
The only way
To make it fall
Are imperfections in the wall
I did the best I could, to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall, to me
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack,
To knock a stone off of the stack
For just stone by stone was laid
With every hurt, with every pain;
So stone by stone the wall will break,
As love replaces every ache
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

SoMeDaY wHeN yOu ArE wOnDeRiNg If YoU wiLl EvEr FiNd SoMeOnE wHo wiLL ReaLLy LoVe U.. yOu' LL LoOk BaCk At Me AnD yOu'LL rEaLiZe i DiD aNd ThAtS tHe DaY yOu wiLL ReGrEt WaLkinG aWaY fRoM mE
 
 
ThiS iSnT a pErFeCt WoRLd- PeOpLe dO GeT HuRt YoU SmiLe wHeN YoU FeeL LiKe CrYiN YoU aCt LiKe uR Ok- wHeN uR FaLLiN aPaRt iNSiDe & YoU LeT iT gO- YoU MoVe On CuZ tHeReS nOtHiN eLsE YoU CaN Do

¤*Roses are dead and violets are 2 I'm still in luv but not with you ..you thought you  hurt me & made me cry but I was in love  wit another guy simply b/c u got No class all u can do Is kiss my ass U sit around and talk your shit so0o fuck u and ur little ass dick you thought you left me but I left you wut  my man is doing you can't do u tell your homies you played me like a bitch and I tell my gurlz you  have a little dick you said It wasent true Guess Wat Mutha FuCKa I Played u 2!¤

Jessica loves you!